(42nd) Day of Summer

Pushing through

Throughout the day I kept running to the bathroom and running to get water cause my throat just wasn’t giving me a break. I really hate this part of being sick. VBC meeting took a lot longer than I anticipated, and since I left right after I came home, I am now stuck here doing prep for tomorrow instead of sleeping in my bed like a sick person should be doing. Choreographing stuff for kids is a lot harder than I thought. They all told me in the beginning that they wanted to actually dance, and to be honest, I’m not much of a dancer. So I just looked up hand motions from sign languages and tweaked it a bit here and there. However, they told me it was kind of boring, so for a while now I’ve been trying to incorporate more of actual ‘dance moves’. I keep telling them to demonstrate for me so I can get an idea of what they like, but so far no one has showed me anything worth figuring out.

The night is starting to drag on, and I still have yet to figure out what to teach the kids tomorrow. Their graduation ceremony is this Friday, so it doesn’t exactly leave me a lot of time left. It’s pretty crazy to think about the end of summer, when I look back and realize all I did was work and spend time with Seekers people. In all honesty, I would do it all over again just to be in that moment with these people (minus the long work hours). Right now I am reminded again of how much I miss Tina Koo. I hope she’s doing well in New Zealand. I know God’s doing amazing things out there, I have no doubt about that. I have this list of names I wrote down of friends who went on mission trips this year. I can’t say that I was able to provide them with 100% prayer support, and that’s something I wish I could’ve changed. I’m just glad that God was able to use every single one of my friends this summer and hopefully, their presence was able to make deep enough of an impact.

But I know that even though most of us are back here in the city, God is still changing the life of those they touched.

Published by samanthamelodyu

Born in LA, grew up in Taichung, but currently loving and residing in NYC and the East coast. US born immigrant "Sometimes I can feel my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I'm not living."

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