(13th) Day of Summer

Patience.

This is the first summer I found work, and now that I’m getting into the swing of things, I sort of wish that I didn’t. Mama told me in the beginning that now I’ll understand what it feels like to work day in and day out. It’s quite exhausting I must say, but it also gives me a new perspective on things. I’m starting to get a little overwhelmed by the amount of work I need to get done this summer, including AP assignments, SAT prep, church VBC, softball, and research/getting ready for college stuff. Half a month in, and I’m still on my knees praying that God will grant me the strength to do it all. It takes a lot of patience to not just take whatever God has given me and run with it; it takes a lot of patience to let Him walk me through it.

Last year, God gave me a storybook-ending and I really had fun with YG. It’s hard not to be nostalgic about it when I know that there’s so much more ahead of me. I feel like this year, I have shifted gears and am starting to be more realistic about things, and I don’t exactly know if that’s better or worse. I really want time to pass already, I don’t like this feeling of being stuck in the “in-between”.

Patience must be a spiritual gift, because it’s too hard to learn.

Published by samanthamelodyu

Born in LA, grew up in Taichung, but currently loving and residing in NYC and the East coast. US born immigrant "Sometimes I can feel my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I'm not living."

2 thoughts on “(13th) Day of Summer

  1. I think patience is a spiritual gift! Just do all those things you mentioned above out of joy; not b/c its another “work” you have to do 😀

  2. Yes, what he said and
    “Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.”
    -Romans 12:12
    Should read the whole chapter, it’s good 😀

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