Finding rest. Still learning.
It’s the second day of work and I’m already pretty tired. Mixed feelings about working with kids again. I guess I’m still learning to submit and do service. Summer looks to be pretty busy, not as adventurous as last year. But just because I’m committed to doing something for the next two months, doesn’t mean I can’t find adventure there.
“He calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. When he has brought out all his own, he goes on ahead of them, and his sheep follow him because they know his voice” John 10:3-4
This verse came up when I was doing devos today. I just heard it from retreat this past weekend, and it was a nice reminder of learning to listen to God’s voice. But then again, I was reminded of the many different ways God speaks to us. He may not move our souls each time, and I guess I’ve been wanting to feel “that way” again. God can speak to us in our own voice, and I think that’s what I’ve been missing all along. So I guess now I will start to turn the other stuff in my life down now so I can hear His voice. Correction, so I can hear Him speak to me through my own voice.
God, only you know how to change my life.
“I am restless in my soul, stealing their affection, trying to fit and endless hole
I have cried along so many times, cause I can’t feel Your love
I remember when You used to be enough”
TBT//All of Me