Tired, but still going.
“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” – Philippians 4:13
Today I did not get to sit down and rest until I came back from Big Apple Games at like 8:30. So for a full 12 hours, I was doing work of some sort. Strangely enough, at the end of the night, I still have enough energy to carry on. Even though there really was nothing much that I could do, I still felt alive enough to not just bum around. Today I was reminded again of the potential in the children’s innocence. Sure, there were questions they asked that really made me smile, but I couldn’t help but to think, “Soon, they’ll all turn away first before figuring it out for themselves”. Can a child really come to accept Christ? There are many things a child has still yet to learn, but I don’t think love is one of them. I don’t think they’ve fully understood what was taught today, but that prayer was a seed planted by God. Without even knowing it, their lives have just changed. Without knowing it, God is going to blow their little minds.
So God, I pray that you will use these next 6 weeks to change my mind and to soften my heart. The patience I was given was a miracle. I’ve really wanted to choked their skinny little throats, but looking at their tender hearts I just could not do so. God, even if they hate me with their guts, I pray that I will be able to hold a godly influence over them.
“Gave the world Your love though we denied…”